My drawing Aragorn/Legolas that I just finished.
The ultimate soapy idea is the two have gott ambushed and couldn't get out alive.
All foes are slain but The Elf and The Man are dying themselves. Together, just as they wanted.

Music that fits in http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYtveLdJVhI
(but not video)



Just Zoom it in then, once clicked on the thumbnail.

Date:	2009-07-24 12:31
Subject:	Arrgghhhh! Slash.
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed
Music:	http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qM9JtrYmqJM

Ban from fan-fiction - well, slash one as far as it concerns me - TWO words: PINK and TINY.

Anybody there who doesn't know the TONGUE is pink???? Common knowledge, i've always thought.

There's really no need in writing "his pink tongue" on and on, if not deliberately emphasizing a "fag"-laden characteristic of a character. Isn't that quite opposite from what slash-fiction actually stands for? MALE characters involved romantically. Does the abuse of "tiny hands, tiny noises","pink tongues" etc really uphold the atmosphrere of masculinity?

Blaaaaahhhhhhh!

I understand that it is mostly girls that write slash but why for Christ's sake MEN should be treated like their DOLLS????

Gimme me men, not girls, when I want to read SLASH!

Slash, angst, death...
But..they will meet again. On the other Side.
True love never dies :)

Story:
Aragorn had it all..
Legolas lost it all..when Aragorn betrayed him.
He couldn't deal with a broken heart just as all Elves, couldn't heal, he stoped caring for life.
He threw himself into battles and perished.

Aragorn gets flashbacks on their first infatuation with each other, fighting side by side, happy times together..
He can't forgive himself..but, it becomes too late.
He chooses to follow his loved one to be together.



Lyrics. Recommended to read.

Would you mind if I hurt you?
Understand that I need to
Wish that I had other choices
than to harm the one I love

What have you done now?!

I know I'd better stop trying
You know that there's no denying
I won't show mercy on you now
I know, should stop believing
I know, there's no retrieving
It's over now, what have you done?

What have you done now?!

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you

What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!

Would you mind if I killed you?
Would you mind if I tried to?
'cause you have turned into my worst enemy
You carry hate that I don't feel
It's over now
What have you done?

What have you done now?!

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you

What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done?! What have you done?!
What have you done now?!
What have you done now, what have you done?...

I will not fall, won't let it go
We will be free when it ends

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer?
There's a curse between us, between me and you

I, I've been waiting for someone like you
But now you are slipping away... oh
What have you done now?!
Why, why does fate make us suffer
There's a curse between us, between me and you..

P.S. Thank you art-makers whose names I unfortunately don't know but whose art I borrowed.
If any objections, please, let me now.

Me, torturing the synth :)

Have done it over night in one go. Too good pairing to not to....*)

My slash fan-fiction video inspired by the film And Your Mother Too.
Two hot mexican guys (played by Diego Luna and Gael Garcia Bernal) are in love with each other as much as they in love with having fun and sex..Sometimes it gets really explosive *)

Good quality is available directly from youtube: www.youtube.com/watch?v=25AcGn4hEs4
Go to the link and click on text "watch in high quality" under the video-window to the right.

Date:	2008-07-24 16:25
Subject:	My new Joker sneakers.
Security:	Public
Mood:	anxious
Music:	Clubbed To Death Rob Dougan

There's not gone a couple of days since I got my Joker chucks ready-made as they've been found through the Internet in the articles like this one below, written no one knows by whom LOL

http://www.sneakerobsession.com/3504/converse-chuck-taylor-joker-heath-ledger-custom-sneakers/
Add some more threads with pics and discussions of them.
The guy who made it keeps getting tones of response and requests for them. Overwelming success!

Go, Joker, Go!!!

Tomorrow I'm gonna watch Dark Knight*) Finally! Premiere.

Need to say I feel all anxious and fidgety?^^

One of the most beautiful tributes I ever heard.

The text leaves the heart ruthlessly overflooded and up to and through the eyes...out

Be still, my son
You`re home
Oh when did you become so cold?
The blade will keep on descending
All you need is to feel my love

Search for beauty, find your shore
Try to save them all, bleed no more
You have such oceans within
In the end, I will always love you

The beginning.



Download this song:
http://www.worryaboutyou.com/?q=nightwish+Mother+and+Father

Date:	2008-06-10 14:53
Subject:	New t-shirts designs.
Security:	Public
Mood:	sad
Music:	Heath&Jake fan-video Without You Here

Got a sudden thought and for an evening had pulled together one more "australian" t-shirt design. Simple it is but it feels good having made it. My male friend's already claimed it..hehe

http://www.redbubble.com/people/alraunetb/clothing/1243540-1-i-am-into-aussies

For myself I made another one, more personal. Can't wait till I find an appropriate print service to print it. The t-shirt is already bought.



More stuff can be watched here: http://www.redbubble.com/people/alraunetb

When I heard this song for the first time it was like...O___________O
It got to me right away..stunningly poignant, really sad stuff, the raw emotion of wrenching hopelessness and a soul on the verge. The song was just in tune with what i've been feeling most of the time lately and I thought it was a perfect to make a video of, video on Heath Ledger, as if from his perspective. I can see it that way of him leaving where he doesn't want to but without having no real choice..

But, I still cannot handle any media and video-records with him on them. I would never manage making this video.

So I took help of my another favorite actor, Josef-Gordon Levitt, to give a face to the atmosphere of silent agony, let it be for other reasons.


OBS! Raiting R. Violence, abuse, gay relations and bare skin.

Date:	2008-05-18 19:52
Subject:	Crazy acid mix of music and slash. Latter Days.
Security:	Public
Mood:	crappy
Music:	A Fear Of Falling Under

Latter Days - A Fear of Falling Under

Date:	2008-04-28 14:44
Subject:	Wall-paper Heath/Jake.
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative
Music:	Dead By April

Gorgeous boys together no matter what and where. Love transcends all barriers of society, of time, of gender of realms..

Date:	2008-04-04 10:52
Subject:	Time was never enough...For you.
Security:	Public
Mood:	cold

In this way I saw him those last minutes...The image just got imprinted in my head since I read the second or third wave of rumours after the events on that morbid day. The only thing I could do in my attempt to ease that acute pain inside is to draw this haunting vision out of me. Like a grievous need. Far too soon... 

With all my heart. 
Loved, love and always will. 



 

Date:	2008-02-25 19:18
Subject:	BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN video. Devoted to HL.
Security:	Public
Mood:	crushed

My first Brokeback Mountain video. I had this idea ever since I heard the song I Bent by Matchbox Twenty (like about 2 years) but I never got around to it because of lack of time. 
Now the need of making it took over and through me. I could not keep it undone any more. 
You know what I mean...

To watch:

http://myspacetv.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=28730265

To download. 
Big size and good quality. 
http://www.sendspace.com/file/agyesh

Date:	2005-12-11 02:09
Subject:	Slash manips.
Security:	Public
Mood:	complacent

A new manip of the greatest male couple Colin Farrell/Jared Leto..hehe
Enjoy. Its a pure pleasure to make those guys being together.8-)

http://static.diary.ru/userdir/1/5/0/1/150100/5250561.jpg
http://static.diary.ru/userdir/1/5/0/1/150100/5250549.jpg

Date:	2005-10-25 09:13
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	bouncy

I've made a manip of Colin Farrell/Jared Leto, actually the third one of which no one has been posted here. So at least I put my last one.

Hope somebody will like it.
Go to this link: http://static.diary.ru/userdir/2/2/2/5/22250/4720464.jpg

It's a pity I cannot put the manip directly into the entry. Don't see any options for that.

My current obsession with Alexander movie caused me to start reading even RPS (real person slash) on Colin/Jared and to be my first RPS stuff I've ever read. I love it! I love this couple immensily, so you know where you can find me at the moment.:)

I have downloaded a great RPS music video for one of my friends and feel like making it public for those who have't seen it yet. I am not sure about the video-maker but it's not my evil intention to infringe the copyrights. Hear from you if you know who has made it.

Video name: One Bed For Two...
Genre:Slash
Pairing:Colin Farrell/Jared LEto
Warning: Not for people with cordial problems and poor nerves..:)

http://rapidshare.de/files/4226904/colin_jared.mpg.html

Dont understand a word but want to put it here for others more literate in Chinese or just interested to watch THAT..:)

mms://wms8.sys.hinet.net/erainfo/aziotv/200388_01_120.wmv

The same program SDP (the entry beneath) can be used to save the file to your computer.